Monday, September 27, 2010

MTC letter No. 2

Hola!
Whoa-kay, I have to SPEED through this because 29 minutes is so not enough time to cover everything. So just as a disclaimer I won't answer your emails. I'll read them and probably answer them next week, but if you really want an answer lol send something via Dear Elder or MTC Delivery, which I have been receiving, by the way so worry not. I got everyone's letters via MTC Delivery like ONE HOUR after I wrote the last email and harped on everyone for not writing me lol. And I also received the surprise birthday package!! That was so fun to get and so nice of you to send. I'm afraid that to "have a little party with the district" just isn't really possible here, but the 3 hermanas managed to have a good time at night with the hats and cake. :) We took pictures and polished off the cake after 4 nights. :) And we all agreed it was SOO good. :) So thank you, Mom! I still haven't gotten to the caramel apple, but rest assured I look forward to it. I just don't know how I'm gonna get a knife to cut it into 4 sections ha. We had another hermana move into our room. Now don't think that because it takes so many days for me to eat stuff or write that it's because I'm unenthusiastic about it. There just simply isn't time! I had a good birthday though.
This week I've been lucky to hear many very good talks and had good presentations. At the LGM (Large Group Meeting) a stake pres. who has this whole presentation of baptismal stats came and I don't have time to go into it, but the presentation was really good and motivated all of us to get out there and BAPTIZE!! Get them IN the gate that leads to Heaven, not just closer to it. Any organization that's good can make good people better. But only we can help them get onto the path. Then during class last week we got to watch Elder Holland's famous talk The Miracle of a Mission... Goodness, GO LOOK IT UP if you haven't heard it already. I'm dead serious. It will make you bawl. In a good way. Seriously go watch it on YouTube afterward if it's there. It was given Jan. 2000. Also we had mission conf. yesterday and the talks were riveting! The visiting GA wwaass hilarious (except he was a BYU fan unfortunately...) and had really good thoughts. Good thing I have a notebook so I can reread all these good talks, or the notes I took, rather. Plus I love how on Fast Sunday you're just more sensitive to the Spirit. Our sacrament meeting was very poignant. The testimonies were in English this time so people could just speak from their hearts.
Since being here, I've learned much more the importance, sacredness and specialness of this calling. This is the most important work in the world. I am so lucky to be a part of it. So lucky. Privileged. It's the least I can do for He who gave me everything I have or will ever have.

I have to go RIGHT NOW bbut I love you all!
Hermana Underlin

Monday, September 20, 2010

MTC letter No.1

Well hi there!!
Gosh, I feel like I've already written this email twice because I had time today before now to write letters haha.
Anyway, it's wonderful here! The Spirit is very strong ALL the time. I'm lucky to be able to suck it up for 9 weeks straight. I've also been amazed at how much I've grown in just 5 days. So much so that I love the idea that I'll be on my mission for 18 months so that I can have lots of time to keep growing and be able to solidify what I've learned. It's very true what people say about it being the hardest, happiest time of you life.
I actually have 2 companions, just like Trevor did! Hermana Birch and Hermana Vickers. Hna Vicker's orginal companion got moved up to a higher Spanish class (and therefore out of our room, district, and zone) and so we became what we call a tripanionship. :) I am very lucky to have the companions that I do. The past couple of days have been a little rough together because we were each dealing with different things, but today has been wonderful and we are very close. Our district is very close, really. These elders love us and watch over us like brothers. On Saturday morning, our teacher shared experiences that touched us and our emotions got the best of us. Then, we all found we couldn't stop them. All the pent up pressure of mission life broke through and there the three of us were on our side of the room, weeping quietly. Hna. Vickers missed her family very much and hadn't been feeling well. Hna. Birch was feeling overwhelmed by all the things we have to do and about learning the language--she feels she's so far behind but she's really not. And I felt spiritually inadequate. We eventually all decided to tell each other what we were all feeling. Then the elders accidentally kept walking in on it. Finally, we just told them too and later that night they gave us all (and one elder) blessings. This was an amazing experience in many ways. Previously I'd wondered if inexperience with giving blessings would freak them out a little, for lack of a better phrase, and that the things they'd say wouldn't be pertinent. But I was oh so very wrong. I'm thankful I had the opportunity to go to Ervin's patriarchal blessing because there I the patriarch asked me to say a prayer before we began and in it I was prompted to say certain things, which I later learned were exactly what Ervin needed to hear--in fact was waiting to hear--and which were also repeated in his very blessing. This experience helped me to have greater faith in these elders truly receiving what the Lord had to communicate instead of anything else. The words that were spoken to me in my blessing were very personal and pertinent. And I know that it was the same for the others who received blessings. This brought us closer as a district. And, in fact, we have a rare closeness. We really care about each other. Everyone's so unique and brings something different to the classroom that we all benefit from. There are 9 of us in the district. Us 3 hermanas and Elder Snasel, Elder Simmons, Elder Thacker, Elder Kakau, Elder Dalley, and Elder Cooley.
That whole of Saturday was spiritual overload it felt like to everyone. We were glad for the Day of Rest.
In my blessing it said something about leadership... which puzzled me a little--I'm not even senior companion. Then right before sacrament meeting the branch president called me to be the CS (coordinating sister) for the zone. Dear me. My first meeting is tomorrow so we'll see how it goes. I'm still trying to understand what all goes on here and to get the hang of things myself so be responsible for orienting new sisters, having them report to me, doing orientations with the zone leaders, and having all these extra meetings is a little scary, but if it's what the Lord wants.... nothing else has to be said, I guess. :) The last CS was amazing. I have big shoes to fill. She was a great example to me, though, as a missionary so I hope that I can have as much of a good influence on other sisters as she had on me. Sister Clark...
Umm I'll be honest, I really don't even remember the first three days. Like I'm dead serious. I remember bobbing up and down, singing, "I'm goin' on a mission!!..." while hugging Mom as she dropped me off at the curb and being so happy and excited the whole day Wednesday, but other than that.... no idea.
Oh boy, only 6 more minutes left!

I love you all so very much and thank you for your prayers in my behalf. They truly help.
Hope to hear from you all SOON! Have a wonderful week.
Un abrazo,
Hermana Underlin

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Goodbye!!

Hey all!
This will be my last first-person update for a year and half!
I just want to say that I am overwhelmingly grateful for the opportunity to serve my Father in Heaven as a full-time missionary for His church. To labor to bring His children to a knowledge of the Truth is going to be so hard but so rewarding and I can't wait to get out there and find those whom He'll guide me to!
I know with all my heart that the true gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ has been restored to the earth. It was restored through Joseph Smith and we are led by an ordained prophet of God, Pres. Monson. I bear witness that Jesus Christ is the Savior of everyone on this earth and that He has the power to heal any wound, comfort any spirit, and cover any sin. I love Him. And I'm grateful that He loved me enough to sacrifice His life so that I can live again.

Thank you all for your love, friendship and support to me.
I love you!



MTC address:

Sister Emily Jean Underlin
MTC Mailbox # 184
MO-INDE 1124
2005 N 900 E
Provo, UT 84604-1793

Mission Home address:

Sister Emily Underlin
Missouri Independence Mission
937 W. Walnut St.
Independence, MO 64050